Several nights before Hubby's MESA surgery, I was cleaning the bathroom vanity when I looked at myself in the mirror and had a very scary thought. I realized that there was a possibility that if his surgery was unsuccessful at finding sperm, I could one day be old and alone.
Gosh. That was a scary, lonely thought.
Ugh, I have definitely had that thought myself. I'm still waiting on Dh to schedule his MESA surgery so right now, I feel like I'm in purgatory or something..
ReplyDeleteI hate when those thoughts creep up and start to consume me. Wishing you all the best.
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